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Been there brother. The impatience you will battle your entire career until you stop caring about trading. It’s new and exciting to you and that’s 90% of the problem. You just need more reps seeing scenarios that actually have edge. When you’ve seen them enough then it becomes significantly easier to wait for it because you know it’s not even worth it when it’s not there. So the FOMO goes away. It’s all reps

Just focus on ways to improve your risk management. If you can figure out how to cut those big red days down, you are on the way to profit. Sounds like you have some psychological issues you need to handle. Maybe shrink your share sizes down so you feel less pain and less greed. Make the wins and losses mean nothing, and then you can focus on the process. Had to do that myself, starting mostly fresh this year. Shrunk down my average share sizes by about 5x-10x. So far my win rate this year is 75%, and green every day but 1 small red day. Best ive been doing actually. Focusing on 1:1 r:r, not even caring about the P:L since its so much smaller, and waiting for the right setup since i dont feel rushed to make money. Ill do it for this month, then if i stay green all month, ill slowly add larger position sizes each month im green.

What you’re describing doesn’t sound like fear of the future. It sounds like friction between learning and exposure.

You’re trying to improve while still sitting in environments that trigger the same reactions over and over. Studying more doesn’t fix that. More screen time doesn’t either. Once tilt shows up, you’re no longer learning, you’re just reinforcing the pattern.

Most people don’t fail because they aren’t patient enough. They fail because they keep putting themselves in situations where patience is required constantly. That’s exhausting, and it breaks everyone eventually.

Getting better usually starts with fewer situations, not more effort.

Tilt is just unprocessed emotion leaking into position size